2015 was the Year of Healing for me. Like a lot of you, I choose a word for my year to pursue and meditate on. My year of healing ironically led to quite a bit of medical issues. I got diagnosed with a thyroid disease, ended up in the E.R. two days in a row with stomach pain, and my normal cycles stopped completely.
That wasn’t how my year was supposed to go.
The more I dug into my health, the more my diet and lifestyle changed. Good changes, of course, but hard to do when the rest of my family has a love affair with carbohydrates.
When I finally started to feel like my normal self (I haven’t felt great in about 7 years), I saw a gynecologist who in response to my issues of the last couple years told me I was probably done having kids without medical intervention.
So that was fun.
I left her office in tears and never went back, determined to prove her wrong.
Our word for this year is Grace. God freely giving us what we don’t deserve. My health. My children. My patient husband. Jesus.
We will explore God’s grace in 2016. What will your word or theme be?
There is a happy ending to 2015, as hard as the year was. In the late fall, my doctor (who I love, and who listens to me, and who values nutritional medicine) suggested we do some bloodwork to find out what my body was lacking hormonally. I had 3 periods in 2015. That’s not normal. And she knew our desire to have another baby.
5 weeks of bloodwork.
The day of my appointment to talk over the bloodwork, I took a pregnancy test on a whim.
You guys. Positive.
I fell on my knees, crying and thanking God.
What a gift!
Over a year of trying to conceive. Thank you, God.
As 2016 starts, I watch and feel the evidence of God’s grace growing in my body. July will bring a baby to this family that has been waiting and praying for so long. I am overwhelmed by this gift.
Happy New Year!